No, I wasn’t hit in the head and had amnesia. No, the men in black did not flash me with a beam of light to forget about my identity either. So what happened? I wish I knew the answer. Literally, I’m an eighteen year old Honduran, who attends a private Catholic university to acquire a major in industrial engineering. Raised by a single mother to a well accomodated family, I graduated from a bilingual highschool and received a Honduran Baccalauréat diploma and a US highschool diploma. I could go on and on about things any of my friends can tell you, pitifully that is not my intention. Yet, with all mentioned above, the lack of an understanding of what I stand for and my beliefs is bit by bit suffocating my persona. Whilst considering myself this anarchistic and rebellius personage, now I know otherwise. Odd as my notion of the world might be, my own figure will not be willing to risk its integrity on fighting for what I regard to be righteous. Faux hero actions from my part accompany my daily living sporadically.Do I stand for my beliefs? I don’t for the most part. Does that make me a woozy? Perhaps.